Friday, January 22, 2010

Sugar Addict?


I remember about a year ago i was eating sweets all the time, the reason might have been also because i was smoking pod, but even when i didn't smoke for a half year, the cravings for sweetness did not dissapear...

Out of nowhere around the end of spring when i was about to have my period i didn't feel like eating sweets anymore, and not just 'not feeling for it', but i even started to feel disquasted thinking about snickers and skittle's.
To be honest i was super suprised, not just like "what the fuck?" but more in a way that my mouth dropped open and i was confused why i didn't like sweets anymore.

And since maybe right after last Christmas when it started to get colder again i started graving sugars again, not just food to keep you warm because it's cold outside... no, i started craving Kinder Bueno's, fruitloops, fruit mentho's and more.. Besides craving it i have started to eat 2 kinderbueno's a day including other sweet junk, i don't even eat it slowely piece by piece, i seriously eat them like my life is depending on them, i bearly taste them, i chew fast and i swallow.

Now as a joke i typed sugar addict in google, and guess what - i have all the symptomes that are shown on all those websites...

How did i find out i was a Sugar Addict? well it was on a late afternoon day when i still didn't eat anything sweet and i started to get seriously and deep depressed, i felt moody and i wanted to cry without reasons, after that i just wanted to eat kinder bueno's again, so i went out, bought 3 of them and i ate them in 2minutes... after this i felt pleased and happy...

It's weird how sugar can suddenly have a big influence on your life, and i am sure there are alot of people with sugar addict symptomes, or who are actual big ass sugar addicts without knowing it...

For the dangers of sugar addiction you could check out this website that i found:
(copy and paste the link in your browser)


Introducing myself


First of all i want to give you guys some facts about myself: I am female, 22years old- i am skinny and tall, i love food, i love crazy and weird stuff in the most wide way of the meaning of crazy & weird..

I am not an fashion victem but i am an healthy addict to it.
I come from a nice and lovely family, and currently in a relationship with an sometimes idiotic person, but i am sure many of you people will think the same about your other half.

The reason why i want to write this blog is because like every person in life i also sometimes feel like i just want to talk about something, or just let out my deepest secrets and share them with others.

But unfurtunatly even tough i don't care about how strangers judge me, i do care about how the people close to me do so, this is why i decided to write this blog, anonymous...

So now a few lies about myself: my name is Bella, my boyfriends name is Barso, my mothers name is mama and my dad's is daddy, my sisters are named Cita(19) and Coco(15).

Also wanted to let you peepz know that this is the real me, and that i am human, not a robot.